Day 16, 1/16/2013 - Eat, today was a salad day. One of my favorite salads is the Oriental Chicken salad at Applebee's. Haven't had it in awhile, was delicious. Pray, my prayer many days is that I not be afraid to let myself love again. But, with that comes the fear of failure. Perhaps I should pray for freedom from fear. That is a tall order! These will be my ongoing prayers as I heal in the time ahead. Joy, my joy is simple, I made my bed today. One might ask, “Why is that a Joy?” In my life before 2011, I had become somewhat lazy with respect to keeping a neat home. Perhaps this came from depression or dysfunction that was ever growing in my life. I vowed to make my bed every day and keep a neat home once I left the old life. Yes, my simple Joy many days since then is as simple as making the bed.